I'm usually taking responsibility for my actions but right now I can't help it

But think how every guy I've been with been injecting me with generous dosages of sorrow. Or maybe I'm just absorbent.
I'll just stay away. But I felt like I was doing well and then I stupidly slept with that guy. I so much regret that.
I didn't care about myself. I feel bad for not treating me right.
Anyways, I'm just mumbling around.

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PoetryNEmotion · F

You ramble, but that is not a fault. Next time rein it in. You know lots of guys just want sex. They do not want more than that. Choose slower and more wisely. You can acknowledge your loneliness and still move on. Wait until you meet a better man. It may be harder since you are a traveller, but remain open hearted not spontaneous. You must love you first, foremost. You matter. Surely you must know that? Now learn and move forward.

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@PoetryNEmotion yes .. message received...I need to move on. This is not helping. I mean it's good to express myself. But I cannot afford to stay in it for long, life is short...