I'm usually taking responsibility for my actions but right now I can't help it

But think how every guy I've been with been injecting me with generous dosages of sorrow. Or maybe I'm just absorbent.
I'll just stay away. But I felt like I was doing well and then I stupidly slept with that guy. I so much regret that.
I didn't care about myself. I feel bad for not treating me right.
Anyways, I'm just mumbling around.

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SW-User

So I guess this is what I am doing right ?
I will tend to it and take care of it

SW-User

@SW-User and it is the same thing I am doing here with you, wasting your precious moments of your life spreading sorrow

PoetryNEmotion · F

@SW-User You are not. You are venting. That is good. Why beat yourself up? You live. You learn. You are but a human.

SW-User

@PoetryNEmotion it's not beating up. It's seeing things for what they are. Yes I need to be kind... I am... But I need to recognise too..
I know I can get comfortable in sadness. I need to move my ass