There are times when I wish I could talk to you, things I wish I was able to share with you but I can’t and it wouldn’t matter to you anyway.

True words….life is too short to be alone and sad. Keep moving forward. Start small, being mindful of the small things in your day that make you smile…speak to people even if it’s just the barista at the place you get your coffee, and even if it’s about nothing at. Do it, so that it becomes habit. Do it so you are open to the possibility of happiness…of a connection. After my divorce, abandonment by people I thought were my friends, that was all that kept me from simply fading away. It helped me rebuild my life, and find people to share it with.

Yes it is, way to short.

Sorry that he hasn't been there for you

And why can't you talk?

Correct life is too short to be sad, depressed and lonely. We should do all in our power to stay happy though its very hard.