yup :( missing your posts! I got this one thou :) and i usedta have control but they broke the feed!! I love youuu

I just wanted to say yes.

I used to self punish. So glad I don't do that anymore....

I'm familiar with self sabotage.
Every time I think it's under control, another aspect rears up showing me it's not. But I have to say I am much more in control than I was. So that is good.

Let’s just say me and myself aren’t exactly on speaking terms anymore

When your doing yourself wrong it has nothing to do with yourself it's to do with thoughts on your mind that have control over you .
That's doing wrong .
It's acting on the temptations.
Why you act ?
You get temporary reliefs but after you regret it and that starts the cycle all over again and again
I have religious views on that .
I tell you .
It's a spiritual warfare .
That's my experience 🙂

yes, I think I did that when I moved here, wish I had gone back to where I used to live, never have friends to hang out with, not even in church, thought of moving back.

good question. I want to say no, i was always true to myself but i have gone against instinct and i should not have

Chances are, yep. More than likely, I did.

Yes and yes.
Just took me a long time to figure out I did have control over it

I will take harm in order to not hurt certain people's feelings. I have control over it, but sometimes it is hard to overcome the fall-out.

Yes. At the time, no. 😑

Yes, many times, I ignore my intuition and get hurt.

Not me
Never

Yes. No.

Yes, I am very familiar. I hope I have learned some, and I know I have, but I'm bound to commit wrong upon myself again without even knowing then. That is the game of life - it really does become how do you pick yourself up and pray you have learned that if you fuck up, you are with people compassionate and loving, so you come out with new deeper understandings.

OMG, so many times. It was all out of ignorance and naivety. So, no, I guess I didn't have control over it.

you sound rather simple minded.

Sure .. plenty of times but it’s trivial stuff in the bigger picture of things so I tend to just laugh it off 👻

I used to be a people pleaser and it cost me a lot, and almost lost myself to being what people want me to be