This may sound strange? : But now that I’m older than about 10 years ago I’ve realized that when I was younger I wanted to act older and my

way of “acting older” was to [i]act[/i] disgruntle, and concerned with life. But the truth was was that I wasn’t. I actually had a lot of hope and no real worry about stuff. As an older person I do have some worries now that I’m not [i]acting[/i] about, and I wish I could just not have them.

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CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

I wish I didn't feel so desperately young and old at the same time 10 years ago. I was spending time with 8-10 years older friends and felt like everything serious they dealt with was still so far away and that if I had to deal with such things then, I would have gone crazy. And at the same time I avoided so many things in fear of being seen as incompetent. Well shit, it's always better to be seen as incompetent and do a lot of mistakes when you're 20 than when you're 30.