This may sound strange? : But now that I’m older than about 10 years ago I’ve realized that when I was younger I wanted to act older and my

way of “acting older” was to [i]act[/i] disgruntle, and concerned with life. But the truth was was that I wasn’t. I actually had a lot of hope and no real worry about stuff. As an older person I do have some worries now that I’m not [i]acting[/i] about, and I wish I could just not have them.