I just want my life back and to be left alone.

@AlchemyFox But i've become a truely shitty person because i'm always mad now and even when no one is messing with me, i think they are. I've become the crazy homeless person and it's all because my coworkers were following me around. People used to comment about what a nice guy i am. I want to get back to being that person, but pretty much every aspect of my life has been taken away. I guess everyone has had shitty stuff happened to them and they were able to get over it. I don't know why my personality I can't ever get passed things.

@Lostpoet Wound you feel so angry if you were in a new place? You could mentally give yourself a fresh start? Take it slow. Take it easy on yourself. No it's never going to be easy, but do believe it can get better?

@AlchemyFox Ogden was supposed to be my new place, but people followed me here and are doing the same stuff. I want to get back on my feet, but i have to be the one that does it. I don't want anyone giving me a handout although being in my position I guess the free meals and bed are handouts.

I don't ever want to take it easy on myself because people don't grow that way. But I also don't know why i'm always so agitated and I don't trust anyone.

People are messing with me and having other people dress up like my coworkers and family members, and sometimes I think it is my family and coworkers. I want to be alone I don't want family or co-workers around me. I never had much of a family anyways.

@metaldog I don't know how and I have to wait at least another month before I can get glasses so that i can get my drivers license back. But I do want to get far, far away from where i'm at right now.

@Lostpoet if you really want to you will do it! ✨