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I See Grey

As I look at the colourful clutter on my desk, the rainbow backlight of my keyboard, and the plethora of colourful icons on my screen, All I really register is grey noise. Colours seem insignificant now, because I have more important things to think about.

As I look at the things I used to enjoy; my ukulele, my piano, my video games, all I really register is grey noise. Games seem insignificant now, because I have more important things to think about.

As I look at the people around me; strangers on the street, my best friends, my family, all I really register is grey noise. People seem insignificant now, because I have more important things to think about.

As I look around my kitchen, I see food, and drink, all I really register is grey noise. Food seems insignificant now, because I have more important things to think about. All I'm thinking about is the drawer less than a metre away from me; the one where we keep the knives. And about how long I have before someone comes home.
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Invisible26-30, M
That took a darker turn than I expected 馃槙
RoboChloe26-30, F
Honestly, it took a darker turn than [i]I [/i]expected. The way I write these things is just come up with a word and/or feeling, in this case "Grey", and roll with it until something happens. Well... This happened.
Invisible26-30, M
I hope you're not really thinking about that drawer
RoboChloe26-30, F
I'm far too afraid of pain to ever want to cut or kill myself. And I don't want to give my family and friends the pain that I'm feeling right now.