Enough to make a grown man cry.

No one should ever be ashamed of that. Real men cry! We weren't meant to be robots. People are supposed to support those they love and even cry with each other. God gave us tears so we could cry and get our emotions out....for healing our Spirit and that's why we always feel release and better, after we cry. Praying for you. Love you, brother. I pray God will heal your heart and replace hurt with a song and joy from the Lord.