Big Life Update: I'm blessed and don't know whats next🙏👼

Unexpected pregnancy is something i did not expect to deal with. I've always wanted to be a mother but i had issues getting pregnant because my uterus is bicornuate I was always told that conceiving would be difficult

Even though I've always wanted to be a mother its still a really scary thing to deal with. I've been pregnant for a couple months now and ive only told people really close to me, it's not yet a very public thing.

I'm due in December and I'm not ready... I'm excited yet horrified. I'll be able to take care of the baby, I'm not worried about that, im lucky enough have supportive parents.

However I won't have the bd to help which is extra stressful, I'm still so young and it came out of nowhere
It's also just a vulnerable time in my life in general, I'm not disappointed at all, I'm just.. overwhelmed a bit

I do wish that i would be more settled and prepared but i do really believe it's a blessing that i can't fully understand yet, but I'm really grateful for this.

But yeah, anyways i wanted to get this off my chest and just post it here
I'm pregnant 🥳