When life hurts you..

I got a new perspective on myself today.
I was all sad, depressed, pushibg myself into my work. Thinking it woukd " satisfy" my lonley moments and fill my broken heart. When life hurts you tho, what else fills the feeling?
I tried to remain quiet, not specifically speaking, trial and failure, errors and mistakes, choices and ideas..only to fibd yet again, nothing changes fate.
When life hurts you tho, where can you run to in order to not allow this feeling?
I gave up self savatoge, i gave up trying to find cool ways and amazing adventurous places, nothing fits.
My souk grows weary from not understanding it!
But, then again when life hurts you, i did find myself..asking, searching, wanting, needing, desired to feel anything but numb...i cant embrace myself, i cant sleep with myself, i can think for myself but that mystery travels to more discomfort and it is hurtful.
I guess its life..itjust hurts you until you fall into a place where you belong?
Where do i belong tho?
Im approached by lots of questions only to recieve silence is the answer.
Single, sad, searching..
When life hurts you, you justearn to suck it up, tie your boot straps, and keep walking. Eventually, in time life wont hurt me, because someday ill soon fibd where i belong and i wont hurt anymore...