Not many people will understand how you've died internally and come back to life a hundred times in this one life...

Nah.
My biggest fear is that I'll forget the people and things I love.
One day I'll go to remember the voice of my grandparents, and it won't be there in my head anymore.
I was always afraid that I would endanger them, as with anyone I love. So I just decided to avoid love, to avoid that anxiety of fearing for others. Then one day, someone just found me, and being the fool I was, I fell head over heels for them.
I used to fear that my entire existence, would just be a loop of this life. I don't really fear anything anymore, I assume when it ends it just ends. If it doesn't, it can't be any more difficult than this life has been.
I think now, I just fear letting other people get close to me, because I don't trust their intentions, and I don't really want anything from anybody. I fear my independence and avoidance will leave me destitute, homeless, maimed. As my body slowly betrays me, slowly loses composure, and I edge closer to death; I fear myself, more than anything.

{@sutten] yes very true sadly 😣terrible things happen sadly and if effects you feel like something inside you dies. but your strength of character helps you too heal in time and you come back from adversity again

Afraid of being afraid. Fear has crushed me and left me with regret. Fear suffocates me until I say enough and do something drastic that I regret later. Love the message in the picture.

It's a nicely composed poem.

Truth and amazing!!

I’m scared of heavy farts. One day its actually going to be a shit.