It is a messed up world

When people plant a bomb in a crowded street knowing that it will kill some and injure or cause permanent disabilities to other dozens, what the fuck are they thinking? Like I am seriously wondering, who has the heart to do this knowing that they will actively take lives of complete strangers.

Imagine I had all these plans and thoughts about the future, immigration, a fresh start and a new life, and maybe love.. and I go to Turkey for just a week, only to get killed or severely injured.. Thinking about it, it could have been well the case, just pure chance separating us from death! It is when you realise how fragile you are.

The damn terrorists who organised it, did it in the most touristic and crowded places in Turkey. It is one street with beautiful old buildings, it is why everyone goes there, and it is why I went there because I love those old looking buildings.

Many of those who got affected probably had similar dreams to mine, that they can no longer live or fulfill.. It is a messed up world.