I think im at a point in life im just over it

I dont filter what i say so much anymore and im starting to see how people are starting not to like me. Im just sick of the b.s.

I literally disagreed with some things a friend of mine was doing and she just ignored my last messages for a week now. So i asked her why is she ignoring me? Then her sister unfriends me on FB... but i mean she has a lot of issues shes intentionally trying not see

Then i go into work as a keep in touch day to make a little extra money on my maternity leave and even though a lot of people were happy to see me my old boss wasnt. Shes tried stirring up drama for me in the past. I told her she will be seeing me more often now as im using my KIT days, just to piss her off more, but its so draining. I feel like everyone around me is so emotionally draining and makes me feel so hurt and bitter inside. Maybe its better to be alone

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BrokenAbyss

I feel similarly. I’ve had enough of some friends clinging to me and dumping all their shit on me when they need to deal with it. It hurt my feelings and felt really inconsiderate when I asked for space and they assumed I hated them. Drama. I was asking to care about myself and that’s a problem? Naw. I’m not very well liked anymore and I’m good being alone because I’m know, my refusing to enable their drama and inability to help themselves is the kindest most honest thing I can do. I do care, but I can’t be drained by other when I don’t expect or want someone to fill me up. I want to be me. I’ve gotten through hell and I know what I’m made of, I know the connections I want and I can’t stand to be around people who want you to fix them. No no no.