I always want to go from one person to the next when a relationship ends, because it's what I've done my whole life

Just try to find someone to fill the void and make me feel like I'm not alone. I can feel myself wanting it, even now.

But my self-esteem and issues make it really hard for me to form healthy interpersonal relationships.

I think I really need to truly stop looking and just focus on myself for a year or two.

I just really wanna fk 😩🤣