Life hasn’t been all sunshine and rainbows

Degraded, brought down, felt like less than a human?

My last bf was a 2 year cycle of being broken down, traded for favors and addictions. I would look in the mirror and see nothing but empty eyes. Which I filled with vices.
He had me become a literal dog, collar, kennel, food bowl and all. And I thought it was right. A spectacle for one and friends amusement.

Ce la vie

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Coppercoil · M

You never see these kinds of things coming.. they come gradually as we pour ourselves into someone elses idea of us, we embody it, until we become unhappy enough break free. Welcome back to yourself.