Life hasn’t been all sunshine and rainbows

Degraded, brought down, felt like less than a human?

My last bf was a 2 year cycle of being broken down, traded for favors and addictions. I would look in the mirror and see nothing but empty eyes. Which I filled with vices.
He had me become a literal dog, collar, kennel, food bowl and all. And I thought it was right. A spectacle for one and friends amusement.

Ce la vie