like when you wake up how do you decide what you're going to do? do you do what you're supposed to? where does that leave room for the stuff you actually wanted to do?
I just know I'll feel like shit in the evening if I dont do what I had planned. I exp that yesterday and.. *sigh* I can't punish myself like that no more.
@DeluxedEdition Listen don't doubt yourself like that. You have a job, you're a good mom, you try to better yourself, by learning something new. You have a lot on your hands and you are doing much better than most people. I'm actually really impressed with you.
I use a day planner type app to keep track of all my stuff otherwise I forget things and easily lose track of the time. Took a while to plug-in my rhythm (all the subcategories of responsibilities+life upkeep+ self-care stuff+subcategories of goals+peopling), but now it’s chill.
@DeluxedEdition it’s called TickTick. I pay $27 a year, but it’s totally worth it for me. it’s kind of like all the best qualities from the countless other apps I tried smooshed into one easy to navigate app. The only thing that bums me out is it doesn’t work with my Alexa.
The idea was "f*ck everything, I'll be cycling until my legs are too sore to move" but due to the temperature (and the sun), I guess it'll be "f*ck everything, I'll go to the beach" 👌
@DeluxedEdition Well, cycling is itself the fun lol, I enjoy the sight usually. Especially in hilly or mountainous areas, but also in the countryside here
At the beach I usually bring a book. First hour I swim (roughly 1km/day, 0.6 miles I guess), and then I read until the sun is down. I'm usually one of the last people to leave (but on the other hand I go there pretty late to avoid sunburns)
I feel called out. 😅 This is exactly one of those days when I just aimlessly ramble around knowing I have so many things to do but I just have no mental energy to do any of them. I'm like...I don't really have to so I won't. *Internally screaming*
I have a whole bunch of ongoing projects at work so I always know I will start there. I just never know when I’m going to be done with work so I don’t plan much of anything else
@DeluxedEdition I do whatever I didn’t have time to do during the week and if there’s time left over I will relax. Maybe once a month I’ll say fuck it and take a day completely off from whatever I’m supposed to be doing but for the most part I don’t feel like I have the time to do that.
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Yeah, kind of think of the priorities, usually think about it in the morning and that's good for organizing my day
I have a calendar so that i can see what stuff i need to do, a routine for stuff that happens everyday or week and for work a project manager that tells me 🤣🤣
No space for myself sometimes. It's like as soon as I wake or don't even sleep i wait for time pass till gym time which opens at 6 Then till near around 8 i go back home bath eat whatever i get then leave for work. Sometimes (like today) i had no time for lunch, snack etc. Returned back home late evening then thought about reading book. But still had little work so now i will try to sleep thinking about someone i like or liked lol 😂
Today im going to get paid to sit in a boat for about 3 hours. Not my choice, I wanted to sit in a different boat for free, but I do what the bossman wants.
