I’m getting no where.
I can’t make a difference. I can’t make anyone like me. I don’t even know why I bother on here. Hanging on 3 replies. I just feel like I’ve run my course. I’m too much but not enough. In real life too. It sucks, I really work at what I want and generally can make things happen. But lately I’m just empty. I feel ignored, judged, shunned, not worthy of love or common decency. I don’t want to die really, just don’t want to exist on a planet dominated by greed and anger.