I think this is it now.

It's like running into a brick wall. A dead end. Yet, it's also like seeing a vastness or unreachable depth. In the grand scheme of things I am small. Just another number on the census to tell a government, "Hey, I exist!" But at the same time nobody cares except you. What have I done in this life that actually matters? In a twisted sense, I know it could be an unforseen domino effect that nobody would understand. The possibilities of doing something and going on from here are endless...but it always seems to be meaningless.

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Mindful · 56-60, F

You are on the the perfect track to have a more fulfilling life. If nothing else you have become enlightened to one central truth. But part of that truth is that everyone whose life you engage, matters. Your life itself matters! You influence others without knowing it. All you have to do is want to, and the be honest and true to you! Don’t worry who that is or what that is. To better understand—Just think about those strangers (and family) that influence you.