Countless sleepless nights...

No rest for a tortured soul i suppose. I see the sun rise. I sit in its light. Yet i feel no warmth. What am i missing? My soul cries out...but for what? I do not know

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Grateful4you · M

I almost died over a month ago from an internal bleed out, There was no pain or cold, just a vague tiredness, a bit drowsy but otherwise, no fear, no pain. The following day, I was actually feeling hungry and able to walk around the nurses station. I have no idea what your symptoms are saying.

SolGryn · 31-35, M

@Grateful4you im sorry. I hope that you are okay

Grateful4you · M

@SolGryn I'm doing fine and appreciate you asking about me.

Iwillwait · M

@Grateful4you How did you figure out you were bleeding out?

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Grateful4you · M

@Iwillwait I passed out here at home and luckily a friend was here and called the EMT'S. They started transfusions locally and once stable, transferred me to a major hospital in Palm Sptings. More transfusions then the next day, anal laser surgery to fuse the bleeding polyps.