Life is……hard. I don’t have no other words to say.

Life is too short to lay in bed sulking all day. I’m still struggling of the loss of my dad (March 2022), but he would want me to go live my life and make him happy. He would have told me to get my ass out of bed and wasn’t going to let me be cooped up in my room. My grandparents dragged me out of bed yesterday morning and scolded at me to pull myself together, I have a life to live I need to focus on that. I have school I have to focus on. Death shouldn’t distract me from that and get my ass out of bed and do something for myself and be productive. Also get my act right or and stop treating my friends like crap and turning stuff around and making them the bad guy when they’re trying to help me. Death is difficult and it’s understandable but life goes on and they’re not saying to forget your loved ones. Grandpa said don’t ask for an honest answer if I can’t handle it, be an adult and stop acting like a child. Autism doesn’t excuse that and I need to change. I have autistic traits. I can’t change who I am and it’s Ike my family is trying to change me and thought autism ends in adulthood but it doesn’t.
Anyways today I start my summer class and I’m going to get my act right and do better for myself. Good morning all. Have a blessed day. 💖💖🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻☀️