Trying to find meaning in a life that has no meaning. Not sure where to turn. Considered going south for a job that would be more fun with no customer

service interaction, but feeling like I'm too old for the work. It would only be seasonal any way. Can't pass a drug test, don't know what to do with myself. So I slowly commit suicide smoking cigarettes for a painful death. What's the point?

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SW-User

Well if you're open to travelling you can do those tourist jobs ik ppl from my old school who have so much fun through all that, but yeah personally i can relate bc I'm too old now as my youth (17-21) is over and im too washed up and old to do anything new so whats the point

MrAboo · 36-40, M

@SW-User I'm not afraid to try new things, I just lack any friends to do new things with. Loneliness is my biggest hindrance in life. I don't talk much to ppl, but am trying to break free of my own constraints. Sometimes trying to break free of my constraints I start wondering what's the point of life and consider ending it.