I turn 20 in less than a month

Though technically I am already an adult, it’s just now hitting me in the face that I’m not a kid anymore, and how I never really got the opportunity to be one. I was forced to “grow up” at an incredibly young age, so by the time I was 12 I was thinking and functioning like a full grown woman.

I don’t know, it’s a bittersweet sentiment. My life is just beginning, yet, I feel decades older.