Do you feel like you have lived multiple lives?

@WhateverWorks well said.

@Souls maybe you did.

@swirlie in the group some people said they were aliens in past lives which is why I thought it's just out own brain or mind f'in with us. To be fair though the out of body library weirdness should convince me...but then I don't like the idea of it because how we gonna live our lives full if we know there's reincarnation?

@highkeydykey yeah over empathy is a difficulty with determing boundaries with what's your responsibility and what isn't. Everyone loves other people sharing the burden of their own messes and problems. But when it causes us to experience more stress and suffering, then it's a problem for us.

@WaryWitchWandering yes.. exactly.

@SW-User they don't make you sad? Most memories make me sad.

@Coppercoil Some do, like pictures of me with loved ones who have passed, but I do my best to be grateful for the time I was given with them.

@SStarfish makes sense.. I get it.

@SW-User yup.. that's the feeling.

@SW-User indeed!

@CookieCrumbs 🤗☺️

@SW-User haha.. I believe you!

@SW-User strange life.

@Coppercoil indeed it is

@swirlie Yeah, I founnd it very interresting. Been planning on giving it another try someday soon

@bijouxbroussard you must have been shipped without your manual like I was.. had to learn as we went.

@V00doo it's kinda unnerving..

@Coppercoil Can be. When I think of how all the possibilities couod have played out, it scares me.

@DDonde those other lives were just practice so you could be able to handle this one.

@swirlie this is where I sometimes think some therapy messed me up - made me feel a victim of life - where as to me we are always incharge of our own selves. Another type of therapy did correct that and it feels so much better to feel that way instead of feel like this victim of bad luck or circumstances.

Like at the moment I feel a cross roads. I feel like there's two different paths I could take regarding career and I want them both. There's so much in life when our eyes are more open.

It's very much helped, this discussion. Thank you. Rather than feeling I may be a little crazy to see this as predestined dream that I can pray and change as I go but still none of it matters because it's mapped out and done already I feel I can connect to that again and be freer. I had a very good day today, which I do believe is due to embrassing this again. For example last night I thought in my head prayed, willed "the neighbours have no problem with me. I didn't say that." And that's what's came back to me. They're ok with me, the dream straightened out to the "reality" of me not actually saying anything.

There's a song "don't worry, don't panic. There's nothing going on but history" and that's basically how it is.

Thank you again for taking time to talk with me.