Do you think you can be depressed and in a relationship at the same time?

Im with a decent, nice person. Feels like i just cant do it. I cant express myself to anyone because at this point i just feel fed up with the kind of negstive person that i am. I'm tired and I cant believe Im going to lose a person I care about over feeling constantly like shit.
Nothing works, everything is a waste of time, meds get you addicted and once you re off them you get terrible withdrawal symptoms. Damn there s no point to anything.

GLITTER · 36-40, F

In the right relationship your partner can offer you amazing support. I assure you that if they care, they will accept the ups and downs you go through. Maybe have an honest chat with your partner to say how your feeling and see what he says

Ratatouillesque · 26-30, F

@GLITTER I cant have an honest chat. I d rather kill myself than have someone know something so personal about me. Its like Im diminishing myself as a person in front of him if i say what I feel. Im just tired, guess from your answer I can realize I shouldnt be in a relationship. Thanks for the insight, it helped.

GLITTER · 36-40, F

@Ratatouillesque that’s okay, sorry that was the outcome but you defo have to look after yourself. Please don’t be afraid to share things about yourself though. Sometimes talking can relieve so much stress. It’s not good to think about things alone. The mind can be poisonous sometimes. Trust me, I’m the worst for it 🙂