What's Left?

At the end of my rope. Nothing left I care for. Nothing left to find joy in. $10 to my name. Failing at my work.

Everytime things seem to be working, it falls back apart worst than before.

What's left?

Who even cares?

I need pills and booze.....

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Psycho · 26-30, M

You need to spend your money from your job on bettering yourself and meeting new people.

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Psycho · 26-30, M

@bunnyXbunny Time to try again. Stop stressing about your job, you still have it and if you lose it too bad find another.

Money on meeting new people, buy someone a drink, go to a class, go on a kinky dating site. Stop wasting the money you get.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@Psycho It just gets worst when I try. Every one keeps saying try again. Keep getting up when the world knocks you down. When you keep getting knocked down, what the point. The floor end up just being more comfortable.

Psycho · 26-30, M

@bunnyXbunny Yeah I've that a lot and words don't mean anything. Try and don't be afraid of failing as long as you are doing your best you are fulfilling your end of the bargain even if it goes tits up.

Save some of that money you get, put it into something you can enjoy for more than a night before it makes you feel shitty.

Carissimi · 70-79, F

It’s hard to read this from someone so young. I hope life turns around for you soon. What would it take to make you feel less hopeless?

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@Carissimi I don't know. That's the thing. Anything that made me happy doesn't. Attempts to find new things leave me hollow. I thought I had found it, but I was wrong. Now I just don't know.

Carissimi · 70-79, F

It’s frustrating when that happens. I’ve felt like this for a long time, but I’m a lot older than you, so it’s sad to see in a young person. @bunnyXbunny

OogieBoogie · F

Actually... things are pretty good.
But you can walk?.

Evidently you can see

Your hands work

You can think indepenedently

Food in your stomach?

Warm place to sleep?

That's better than many.

I know it's a little ruthless of me, but then - I dont pretend to be a softy.

I know life can suck!
It cam seem... Like all youve worked for ammounts to nothing - believe me - I've started over... Too many times, am actually at a point where I gotta do it again... With kids!

It's okay - it hasn't fallen down or apart on you... It's just gonnaake yoy see tje good things wjen they come along.

bunnyXbunny · 36-40, M

@OogieBoogie If those are what are to be the highlights of my life, then I guess there's not much more left.

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