Is the absence of love the most abject pain?

Ok, what would you say is the most painful thing we have to deal with in life, or one of the most painful? @BlueVeins

@LukeTheDuke The most abject pain is being manipulated and abused by a self-contained hate machine, someone whose psychological sickness produces a form of emotional waste that gets directed at you for their convenience. Keeps you constantly exhausted, makes you lose your identity or prevents you from developing one to begin with.

It sounds like you’ve been through an awful lot. I hope you find some way to heal. @BlueVeins