Everything is Wrong

Not a single thing has gone right since 2019 ended and 2020 began.

Buried a friend.
Lost my job.
Betrayed by my friends.
Betrayed by a person I cared about.
Everything has lost it's joy.

I'm either seething in anger or wallowing in sadness during any given moment. I should never have taken this job. I should never have moved to this new city. I should have never been with this person.

Getting in fights again just to vent.

I'm tired.