Learn from your mistakes, don't beat yourself up over them. They're history.

Dont beat yourself up. Just try to improve. Tiny steps

Youve had some kind and caring words written here. Believe them

We all make bad decisions. Often when things go wrong we reflect on all the negatives. I'm sure of all the 'dumb' things you've done there have been good things. Focus on them and learn from your mistakes. Life is too short, dont get sucked down by negativity..

Yes often.
You get one go at life with no replays.
Given that i need to retry everything i do to get it right, it's hardly surprising that life is going to be a bit of a failure first time through.

Quite often, and i'm a bit older than you,, you're not alone!!

Yes, but at the same time you can stop making those decisions now and make the future better than the past.

Not really I feel like there's only so much I can do specially by myself and the odds are just against me.

it is difficult to get over letting oneself down