I just loveeee when people tell me i have nothing to stress about

Especially when their parents either take care of all their expenses or when they have multiple people to help them out. Like, I dont have that. Ever since i started living on my own, I havent had anybody to fall back on if things went wrong. And if everything got royally fucked up, thatd be it. I'd be homeless. But i dont get to live the life that most people my age are living. I wish i could spend my money on stupid things and live it up. But I cant, and it fucking sucks. When my paycheck comes in, I'm not thinking about the next concert or festival I want to go to or what I wanna buy at the mall next. I'm thinking about my rent and what im gonna be eating throughout the week