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Do you ever feel like you're being punished for some grave wrong but you don't even know what it is?

Tarxarin · 26-30, M
No. But my sense of spirituality, big picture thinking, and sense of destiny is that i put up with shit most people cant.

My favorite moment in my entire life was when i was 3rd in charge of 180 people for a week, and i was on call 24/7 that entire week, and i stayed on a college campus.

This conference was held in my hometown and held about 16 countries and all those languages.

I was in charge of all the volunteers, coordinating activites and all our alumni.

I am a american chasing down foreigners in my country.

When the week was finally over a dearest friend say me down and told me i did phenominal.

Most people could not have handled the pressure, made the sacrifices, been adventerous enough, dealt with the responsibility and unfairness of it all.

Yes it was a kick in the face.

But i absolutely loved being in my element as a leader.

I dont think im being punished, i think im designed for a purpose.
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@Tarxarin I think spirituality provides that drive to overcome for many people. It can be a useful tool in that way.
Tarxarin · 26-30, M
@UndeadPrivateer i think areligious spirituality is key. Religion is not philosophy its sheepery. Dogma for the sake of tradition does no one any good in opinion.
Echoing · 61-69, F
yup.. once upon a time, I thought that. I guess I finally served my time out and I am free now. I promise I will be good girl for the rest of my life. ;-)
SW-User
I believe in karma.
I believe in past lives.
So yeah.
SW-User
@UndeadPrivateer 😂 More like pushed into it, but that is how these things have to happen I suppose.
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@SW-User That was me in my teens. If you ever want to talk about such things you know I'm open and honest and the door's open to discuss. 🤗
SW-User
@UndeadPrivateer 🤗 I might take you up on it.
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
I sometimes feel like I serve as a shell for a soul that used to be in a body of a very depraved person and now it is supposed to learn a lesson.
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
Haha yeah, probably some sins of my ancestors too.
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@SwampFlower 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
@UndeadPrivateer So many hugs! 😀🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@SwampFlower You deserve an endless supply of them and more for all you've been through.
Gangstress · 41-45, F
Yes?! Stop being inside my head lol 😮
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@Gangstress 🤗🤗🤗 Hope you know I care about you and am sending love your way.
Gangstress · 41-45, F
@UndeadPrivateer 🤗❤ you're someone I think about a lot my friend x
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@Gangstress The same goes for you. Thank you for always being so kind and understanding to me. 🤗
I feel like I'm punished for just being myself
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@ProdigalSummer Same here, my friend. I'm sorry you know the feeling too. 🤗🤗🤗 Hope you know I do think of you, care and hope you're doing okay.
KaiserSolze · 46-50, F
I think I murdered people in past lives or something... Gotta be.. LOL
NankerPhelge · 61-69, M
Most of my life has been like that.
Summersrain · 51-55, F
I feel like my karma is getting a lot better
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@Summersrain That's good.
SW-User
The former. But I know what it is so..
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@SW-User 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 We all make mistakes, my friend.
SW-User
😕🤗x@UndeadPrivateer
UndeadPrivateer · 31-35, M
@juiceyangel333 🤗🤗🤗
juiceyangel333 · 31-35, F
@UndeadPrivateer 🤗🤗

 
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