Should I be worried that I'm not afraid of dying?.

A year or so ago I was stuck in a hospital being operated on and was thinking that, although it would be a bit inconvenient to die and move on to the next world, I don't really fear the inevitable event. Even though I've been a sinner (with a good heart ) most of my life and, by the rules of most religions am probably not going to heaven. It actually sounds quite exciting,, meeting up with my old family and friends in that little Irish pub in the sky. x GG