What should I do with my life?

I graduated with a degree in communications back in 2016, and haven't been able to find a job in my field. My family is pressuring me to take a job doing anything, and I come from a poor rural area. I feel like a total failure at life because I can't do what I want to do with my life. All I am is a puppet whose strings are pulled by forces beyond my control. I sometimes debate whether I should just kill myself, and end this suffering. I hate where I live, and want a better life than I have but everything is weighing me down. If I kill myself I'll end up hurting the people who care about me. So I don't know what to do anymore.