Does New Year’s put you in a weird mood?

It puts me in a weird mood. I’m thinking about how I could have done better in the past, and worrying about the future. Something about measuring time with a calendar makes it hard to stay in the present.

I know what I want for 2019. A better job - one where I can do things I’m good at, and without an evil boss. And less loneliness in my personal life. And a private wish that I’m still working on.

Happy New Year, everybody.