Have you ever suffered with the agony of wanting to die? To kill yourself? What keeps you coming back for more?

I fight it every day.

I struggle every day. Worse some days than others. Drugs make me feel better for a while but much worse once they wear off. I love my family and don't want to hurt them and I really struggle with wanting to die.

I have wished that in the past. I don't wish it now, SW, so don't call the fucking cops. I keep coming back because I keep breathing. What other choice is there?

Keeps me coming back for more what

You know why🌹