Have you ever had a mental breakdown?

I believe that I have. It happened 4 months after my mom passed away. All of the emotions that I've been suppressing came to the surface. I wept uncontrollably,the pain was so overwhelming that I couldn't even stand or walk. I took very strong sleeping pills that night,well 3 of them to be precise,and they didn't have much effect. It's the closest I've come to attempting suicide.