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Disturbed12 · 26-30, M
@SW-User May I ask what happened? 😓
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My first one was from being bullied, growing up, one incident cost me my chances of potential fatherhood, but what really triggered it off was a few events one after another, my first girlfriend cheated on me and told me while I was visiting my dying grandfather, went through heroin addiction, got kicked out of home, lived in a hand affiliated neighbourhood, had my involvement in it too. I got caught on my way to drive my car off a cliff,and arrested.
Second time, (2015-16)I went through a break up, found out I had a silent heart attack, had a stomach ulcer which also had to get tested for tumors, and I realised how I fucked up my life, ran out of fucks to give, I had 2 attempts. First one was a cocaine overdose, a deliberate hot shot that failed, one month later I went to self immolate (my preffered method) but my sister stopped me.
@Disturbed12
Second time, (2015-16)I went through a break up, found out I had a silent heart attack, had a stomach ulcer which also had to get tested for tumors, and I realised how I fucked up my life, ran out of fucks to give, I had 2 attempts. First one was a cocaine overdose, a deliberate hot shot that failed, one month later I went to self immolate (my preffered method) but my sister stopped me.
@Disturbed12
Disturbed12 · 26-30, M
@SW-User You have gone through a lot. I know it will be hard for you to stay positive and stay hopeful. But if you ever feel down or hopeless or heartbroken, please don't hurt yourself. I am here, knock me any time. I'll talk with you.
Watch this:
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdO_-C6anyU]
Watch this:
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdO_-C6anyU]