It seems like I'm struggling, right?

@MartinTheFirst That's true. I guess it just seems with most things that come easy to everyone else, that everyone else has figured out already. You know...

@MarkPaul It's just an illusion. From a distance they seem to dance where they stand; but in reality they're jumping in panic from the snakes on the ground.

@MartinTheFirst I guess you're right. How long will it take me to learn this lesson you keep trying to get through to me? I know you are right. I just keep losing sight of it.

@MarkPaul Until you see it for yourself. Life is suffering, everyone are suffering. I guess you get a pretty good view of it once you go to a christian convention with 10000 people and see them crying when the speeches are about pain and resurrection.

@MartinTheFirst Take me with you the next time.

I mean I don't want to take delight in other people suffering, but I get what you mean. I am making it seem like I'm the only one with issues and that's not the case. I guess I still have more to do to really figure things out.

@MarkPaul It's not about feeling malice, lol. It's about realizing that you're not alone.

@MartinTheFirst Yeah. That's the key, I guess.

@MartinTheFirst By the way, thanks (once again)!

@MarkPaul no problem matey