How do we just accept what is and move on without beating ourselves up about what could have been?

@LyricalOne i really need to figure it out or i am not going to make it,

@Genieinabottle I understand the torment. Have you gotten any professional help?

@LyricalOne yes, i have a shrink for meds. I am medicated more heavily each year - all to make what my life has become livable in the reflection of what my life might have been.

@Genieinabottle What about therapy? Sounds like you could use someone to talk with.

You are right. Its time for more therapy. I know its true@LyricalOne

@Genieinabottle Well hang in there. I wish you all the best.