Why am I heartbroken over a guy I never knew??

Learn to love and trust yourself more, dear.

It goes a very long way as a balm for the emptiness we feel inside, we imagine another person can fill.
No one can do this for you.
It is your journey

I will not deny, that I am lonely, some times (aren't we all) .
I also will proudly admit:
I can have a wickedly fun time alone, in my life, in my world

Never depend on someone else for your happiness or it will break your heart every time.

Because you loved what he stood for... his moral compass... I'm just guessing... I feel for you...

You're just lonely and infatuated.

find comfort soon