What's the hardest thing you've had to accept?

@Thingschange4444 Aww, oh why? :(

@SW-User She died of Pulminary Embolism last september :(

@Thingschange4444 I'm so sorry :( Heartbreaking! Condolences

@SW-User Thank u. It is heartbreaking. Im greiving for him and his pain. His mum and i were married for 25 years but split in jan 2015 but remained great friends. She died in my car outside of the pharmacy after taking her doctors. She was 46. Im strong for him though. Want to crumble and do in private. I ll always be there always. ☺

@Thingschange4444 :/

@Thingschange4444 Your son is clearly in very good hands with you as his father. Very difficult, sad but your support is A1! Wishing you all the very best, and that you get the support you need too

@SW-User Thats really very kind. Thank u ☺ Yes i do my best. Ive started eye desensitisation therapy. Early days yet but worth a go. Who knows. I.ll dig deep though.

@Thingschange4444 What kind of therapy is that? You sound like you're doing good, despite how tough it must be

@SW-User Its a trauma based therapy. Not trying to sound all self sympathetic here but my lifes been hectic lost mum and dad and bro young. Between 9 and 26 and then Barbara. Dealt with it with drugs as a youngster but in reality it just blocks and doesnt do anything. Got put on to this guy through a family member. Got in touch and giving it a go. Only had one session. Im older now with a much more of a open mind. My job is to make sure im strong enough to stop my son going down the dumb roads i went down so trying to just be there. Helping him through it by having a laugh and doing stuff with him. Hes a great guy.

@Thingschange4444 Ah yes, I have heard of that, the therapy to help with trauma. You've been through a lot. Hope the therapy will help you. You do sound like such a great dad!

@SW-User I try. ☺ Thank u once again for ur very kind words.

@Thingschange4444 I'm so sorry, hugs x

@Thingschange4444 You're very welcome

@BabyLonia Hug back to u to. Im sorry for ur losses to :(

@Spoiledbrat Omg hope ur ok. Id never even heard of it before. Barbara was riddled with cancer though and tumour had caused rupture. What exactly happened to you?

@Spoiledbrat Well im so glad ur ok and sorry u experienced that. Yes its scary and sad. Nothing could have stopped it aparently.