Why am I having so much trouble forgiving this person?

I don't think I ever had trouble forgiving people, it always came easily to me but this one person that promised me she was a safe place, lied to us and told me my disabilities doesn't exist and then posted it online for people to make fun of me and made us homeless, made me suffer It's been snce March i still can't forgive, not like she will ever say sorry but i usually don't need someone to apologize to forgive them but this time. I can't understand this, I have forgiven people that almost killed me, I have forgiven my mother for all the bad stuff she did and abandoning me but I can't forgive this one person

This page is a permanent link to the reply below and its nested replies. See all post replies »

OlderSometimesWiser · F

Sounds like she hurt you the deepest. Maybe you’re still suffering the consequences of her actions. March isn’t all that long ago. But still, forgiveness doesn’t always come.

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

@OlderSometimesWiser Holy crap that made me burst with tears..because I really am still suffering. It's really bad...I don't think I can survive any longer.

OlderSometimesWiser · F

@Itsjustbrit I’m so sorry, not my intention to make you cry. 🫂

But of course you can survive. Never give anyone that kind of power over you. Sounds like you’ve been through a lot yet you’re still here. Which means you’re a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for!

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

@OlderSometimesWiser It's okay, I rather cry instead of feeling numb because that was just awful. I just realy hope life will start getting better...I know there's going to be bad days but it's just been bad day ove and over again...