people often comment,'oh your so attractive,for a transexual' its not what counts, its whats inside,

You are, of course, absolutely correct. However, on a purely superficial level of course, we are, in the first instance, primarily attracted to others by visual stimuli alone. Thankfully, most of us aren't so shallow as to use this as the sole means by which to decide on whether to interact with others...otherwise, I'd have never pulled at all! Ever!

Tourettes, swearing, stims, public madness? You sound absolutely wonderful and also undoubtedly beautiful!

Online.. what's going to matter is your inside.. how you think and how you talk, sense of humor etc.