hey eveyone , its exita , really urgent , i want a job online, if you know sites with no fee , its been 6 years since i find a job, :(

hey eveyone , i would like to ask you if anyone knows online sites to work online , actually i ve been searching for jobs and apply for jobs and interviews since 5 or 6 years ago ,yet i cant find a good job and all interviews was ending with we will call you ,or thank you ..thats it .. how could you feel if you set all of those years just searching eith no result ,you would feel like a loser ,right??
you can help anyone ,everyone but yourself not :(
when you lose your 20's searching ..i cant even breath anymore , everyone of my surroundings has issues is his life and iam the advicer for them , yet cant help myself , i would like to scream maybe i wake up from this nightmere , i still cant believe that my 20'sfadding away with all my passion and dreams ,yet cant be true :(
i wanna be indpendent and strong enough to run away of this place to find my way away from every negative person or thoughts , just to have my peace to strt over no matter what , even if iam going to live for 1 year , just with peace ,i would fight , all of this just for a job???????? i cant believe that when you are good ,smart , beautiful , have so many hobbies ,thoughts and talented enough ,yet you cant find a job!!!!!!?????