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I Am A Crossdresser And I Like Me

I think it goes far beyond the clothes for me. I have kept my secret until now. I was careful (or so I thought). I came out to my mom both about how I feel and some other finer details such as being bisexual, and how its not just some weird phase.

Before I go further I was at odds at telling her since she has recently delving deeper into her Christian beliefs. This was small compared top a quote she used to say all the time. "I wanted three boys and I got three boys". Something like that makes you reluctant to say anything, but I had a strong urge to get it out to someone. I wanted my mom to be the first to know (well, second, my ex girlfriend has been my support for years).

Now to her reaction, she was actually very accepting and said she already kind of knew. Apparently she said she found a notebook when i was younger that i had use as a journal. I don't recall this journal, but having epilepsy does nasty things to memory over time. My mom had kept it to herself waiting for the day that i would tell her on my own. That fact alone made me feel good telling her as she can obviously keep things to herself allowing me to walk this path in my own time. I was so relieved how understanding she was and I may have on some level knew she would be. I was wary anyway, as reactions can be hard to determine.

I feel so much better that she knows and reacted the way she did then and hugged me :)

Sorry for any grammar mistakes I may have missed I'm just so excited and relieved!!!
Jessmari · 41-45
Follow up: I guess my mom decided to tell my stepfather and he said that he's known for the past 14 years! My stepfather was hit by a drunk driver while in a crosswalk and has some problem dealing with situations due to a head injury. I was trying to avoid bringing this topic up around him for that reason. He handled it much better than I thought would with the same acceptance as my mom. All this time i thought I was a the ultimate transgender ninja. I apparently need to work on my act or better yet give up the act.
I just got the "wear protection" lecture. Awkward, yes, but in a way it was nice.
EricaAndersonME
Jessica - I do know of a few resources locally and a couple of Trans-Friendly folks in the area. A trans woman in Bethel has told me about a hair salon in So. Paris area that is TG friendly.

Also if you read TG Fiction I am a writer and have stories based in Maine.

Good luck and be safe !! Erica
Jessmari · 41-45
I will have to make my way out the Bethel sometime for sure. I would also like to read your stories as well. Where may i find them? Thanks!
EricaAndersonME
My T friend in Bethel is a really open and caring person - real big heart on her. I have a few stories on FictionMania under the pseudonyms Cindy Renee' Anderson & Renee' Kelly Satin. But mostly my stories are unpublished. If you would like, set up a temporary anonymous mailbox and I'll send them to ya.
SandyBG
Congratulations! Glad this discussion went well for you.
Mom's do seem to know, and unless it's something life-threatening, usually give us the room and time to work things out for ourselves.
EricaAndersonME
It's tough having these feelings and living way up here away from easily accessable resources and trans-friendly activities and places.
DonnaSt
You did a good thing for your Mom. They always know don't they.
stluke
so now just enjoy yourself
Jessmari · 41-45
I'm working on it :)

 
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