I have always thought I might I be slitly bisexual

NOW HERE IS MY PROBLEM, I'm in therapy I have absolutely no pride or confidence.so I'm shit scared to try now I need to find out if someone is kind enough to help me and give me tips and knowledge about this.i would love it if you can start slow showing me what I would need to do. For example first nude pictures of each other then pictures of both of us pleasing ourselves. Then chatting them live video of us jerking off in front of each other and whatever you can teach me