I've Done A 'Thing', Sweeties!
Long term, I think it's for the good.
So, being a T-Girl with a little attitude and such forth, I've always had the nagging fear and feelings of going all the way and having the realignment surgery.
The fear of will it change my personality? Will it change how others think of me and how they interact with me? Will it make me any happier?
Still questions to ponder. Still fears.
But, as I said, I've done a 'thing'. Of course the male anatomy looking back at me in the mirror fills me full of....negatives....so, to that end I've had an Orchectomy - ie, removal of my testicles, sweetie - as a positive step and a dip the toe in the water and see if it changes me.
The operation itself went really well. I went private. It's day-case surgery and there's the whole meet and greet and chat things through - the whole talk of saving sperm as, not only for transgender people, they do this type of thing for cancer patients also - and make a decision then go and have it done.
Took around 40 or 50 minutes, it's local or general anaesthetic - I went for general, as I am a diva after all, sweeties....or just maybe my heart was in my mouth and I did fear of shitting myself!
The staff were so caring, and so understanding. Matt picked me up and I've been quite sore and a little swollen, though the surgeon said that it should eventually go.
It's, like, Week 2 now and, poor Matty...no rumpy pumpy until week weeks 4-8, really.
So that's why I've not been on here much. Big decisions...big decision made.
Hope everyone is good!
😘
So, being a T-Girl with a little attitude and such forth, I've always had the nagging fear and feelings of going all the way and having the realignment surgery.
The fear of will it change my personality? Will it change how others think of me and how they interact with me? Will it make me any happier?
Still questions to ponder. Still fears.
But, as I said, I've done a 'thing'. Of course the male anatomy looking back at me in the mirror fills me full of....negatives....so, to that end I've had an Orchectomy - ie, removal of my testicles, sweetie - as a positive step and a dip the toe in the water and see if it changes me.
The operation itself went really well. I went private. It's day-case surgery and there's the whole meet and greet and chat things through - the whole talk of saving sperm as, not only for transgender people, they do this type of thing for cancer patients also - and make a decision then go and have it done.
Took around 40 or 50 minutes, it's local or general anaesthetic - I went for general, as I am a diva after all, sweeties....or just maybe my heart was in my mouth and I did fear of shitting myself!
The staff were so caring, and so understanding. Matt picked me up and I've been quite sore and a little swollen, though the surgeon said that it should eventually go.
It's, like, Week 2 now and, poor Matty...no rumpy pumpy until week weeks 4-8, really.
So that's why I've not been on here much. Big decisions...big decision made.
Hope everyone is good!
😘
26-30, T
