My life as a pre op transsexual

My life as a pre op MTF transsexal,I had a hard life.Age 7,was curious whom I saw myself as and that is when I knew I was transgender.It was bad at first hiding it in,dad was always on me to be the typical rough and tough boy and I was not this way.My mom did not like what he was doing to me and she saw something was way different about me.My two other brothers,one is my twin brother both were in into boys were into.I was 16 when I finally came out as transgender wanting to be female.Dad exploded and almost beat me up rejecting me.Mom,decided to accept it and knew something had to be done about it.She knew it was best for me to transition.Diagnosed with gender dysphoria,decided to transition put on the male hormone blockers and estrogen.Biggest support was from my mom and twin brother in my family.Lost my older brother in an accident 2 weeks before I came out.Life has been great,I am married to a great husband whom loves me for who I am.Also my mom and twin brother in my life still.My brother sees me more as a sister