I don't know what I'm feeling right now??!?!?

It's like there's this huge weight on my chest, like the feeling of overwhelming sadness except there's nothing to be sad about. I can feel this huge urge to feel emotional but I don't know why...I'm just feeling the weight of the world. Maybe it's because I've been watching too many LGBT related videos and I've started to think about certain people in my family and how they'd react to my being gay. Maybe that's it? I don't know, I just feel very...exhausted, nauseated, crushed by this huge weight that will not go away.

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SW-User

Just hang in there for few. After you move out, what your family thinks wouldn't matter much.

ManicMicah · 22-25, M

I won't move out for a long time...one would need a job for that. And money. And a car. My dad knows I'm gay. So does my mom when I go to her house. It's other family members like uncles and aunts and great grandparents.

SW-User

Job money car are all are secondary. All that matters is what would make you happy. If it's family then you gotta compromise, if it's your own life, then you have to make some people sad, but eventually they will understand. @TheDarkestZero: